Concentration

When my mind wanders off into its own life, many thought are uncontrollable. The constant persistence of certain subjects is bothering when unknown. Among these questions of exploration are angels. Who are they really? Yes, you learn about them in religion class or see them in movies, but all that is truly identified is their beauty and guidance for humans.  I believe there is much more to them that, I just have yet to discover what they are truly hiding. Out of these many questions which come to mind about angles some are more enduring than others. This is why I have chosen to perform an exploration of the unknown and the mysterious angels which may or may not surround us in reality.  In order to closely investigate something which is not present, I created my own scenarios and questions to determine the secrets lying behind this fantasy.

I wonder what lies beyond this world, what is here with us but cannot be seen, and whether or not they truly exist in the way we believe. 

            Some things are left unseen for a reason I think, but I still wonder.

            I wonder about whom angels really are.

            They are so secretive and unknown to the human eye.

            Even though I can’t see them, I still dream about them.

            When I’m lying in bed where are angels sleeping?

            The questions only seem to continue.

            Do angels really have wings?

            Can they be sad like us and cry?

            When angles rest, what are they thinking about?

            As my mind wanders the questions seem to come faster.

            Do angles age, or do they remain the same age?

            What is the real reason we can’t see them?  Why are they invisible?

            Do they really look down on us?

            Someday I hope to find the answers to these questions, since they

            will remain in me until I do.              

             I, just like the angel, am stuck in a world, which I can’t find a way out from.

Experimenting with angels was a very personal and character building assignment.  I had to unleash my ambiguities and create visually what was unknown. This was difficult because I used only my ideas based off of pure imagination. This mystery ties into other aspects of my life. Everything which happens to us is unknown. I have so many questions about my future which will remain unanswered until the time comes to fulfill my destiny. This aspect came out through my shooting since I was able to unleash my inner insecurities and strive to create answers which would be figuratively answered.